You live under the ilusion that you can fix everything that isn´t perfect.
It`s why you married with a man who is dieing for cancer.
You don´t love, you need.
And now that your husband is dead you look for your new charity case.
It´s why you are going out with me.
I`m twise your age, i am not great looking, i am not charming, i am not even nice.
What i am is what you need.
I am damaged.

I am not spacting(? that you be someone you are not.