24 de mayo de 2014
-I mean I know I can have a life, a career and be the best, but I know that will not be enough. I want to have someone by mi side; I don’t want to be use like I been before. I need someone who needs me. I want to share my life with somebody. Share it only with me is just so sad. So I don’t think I can do this. I don’t think I can go through life…expecting. Sometimes I think that I will never find him. Sometimes I think maybe God or whoever’s pulling the strings has decided or made a mistake and he is just not out there. Maybe it is just me. There’s no other half, there’s no perfect match for me. That’s what scares me the most. But you know…I’ll be fine, I’ll be ok. I‘ll look back and laugh.
-You don’t have to be tough.
-Oh…yes I have. Otherwise I’m dead. But if I’m going to accept this I want to really embrace it. I mean shutting all the doors. I will never ever ever trust anyone again.
-Well…that's certainly a good way to die.